OK LOVES ~
This one’s personal. And yes, it’s a little longer – but I promise there’s gold in the deep end.
In my last few blogs, I’ve invited you to question everything we’ve been taught – about time, astrology, and the maps that claim to define our lives. This installment is different. It’s the story of what happened when I began to question even the system I had built my entire career upon.
When Pluto crossed my zero-degree Aquarius Ascendant, the experience was not gentle. It dismantled my perception and exposed how the dark architecture manipulates human consciousness through nearly every system – government, media, medicine, religion, even spirituality. It felt like The Truman Show – the backdrop of reality flickering and bending.
For a time, I was a glitch in the Matrix – not broken, but no longer programmable. The war between light and dark revealed itself as ancient and multidimensional, playing out through the illusion of separation. Yet in the chaos, I saw that deception only holds power where truth is forgotten. When I stopped resisting and began witnessing, illusion unraveled. The chrysalis was never meant to be comfortable – it exists to dissolve everything that cannot ascend.
The Summer of the Chrysalis
By summer, I was exhausted. Pluto had crossed and retrograded over my Ascendant five times, grinding through every layer of my being and dismantling everything that wasn’t aligned with truth. I had feared this Pluto transit for years prior to its arrival – my brother died when Pluto crossed his Ascendant, an obvious haunting memory. As a seasoned astrologer, I knew Pluto’s deaths are rarely literal – they strip away what no longer fits the soul’s evolution – but knowing that didn’t make the passage any less brutal.
So I slowed everything down – less work, more stillness – to receive the new coordinates waiting on the other side. I knew I would likely be forever changed after this once-in-a-lifetime passage.
That’s when Venus arrived. We hosted Ricky Williams through our Astrology Society, and his teaching on Your Strongest Planet reawakened my connection to her – the radiant heart of harmony, magnetism, and creation. It was as if she reached into the ruins of my being and whispered, “Now, rest in me.”
That season became my Venusian apprenticeship. My mantra: What would Venus do? She reminded me to soften instead of strategize, to move toward pleasure instead of pressure, to follow joy as my compass.
I began to dance more – to prioritize what had always lived in my soul. Temple dance has always been my language,but I had pushed it to the margins, buried beneath responsibility and the quiet demands of my inner Virgoan patriarchy. As I gave it space again, movement became prayer, and my body became the altar. Through dance, I remembered what I had always known: that joy is frequency, pleasure is coherence, and coherence becomes light.
As I opened to joy again, I also opened to curiosity. With space to breathe, I found myself drawn to new studies – Mayan astrology, the 13 Moon calendar, and the language of wavespells. What began as casual interest soon became a series of synchronicities and activations. I started hosting 13 Moon journeys with friends, moving through each wavespell like a living ceremony.
That’s when I began to sense it – the mystery of the missing 13.
Each moon cycle revealed another layer, another thread, leading me deeper into an ancient code I somehow already knew. The more I listened, the more the pieces began to rearrange themselves inside me – until one day, almost by accident, I stumbled across the 13th constellation.
It was like finding the missing note in a celestial song I’d been hearing all my life.
The Courage to Question
That discovery changed everything. Once you glimpse the hidden architecture behind our maps, you can’t help but question everything – even the sacred systems that once guided you.
Astrology had been my language of light for decades – my anchor and truth. I’d always known the constellations didn’t perfectly align with the zodiac signs on our charts but accepted it as fact. Now, I couldn’t ignore the invitation rising in me: What if the system itself was part of the old programming? What if our cosmic maps were never meant to remain fixed, but to evolve as we do?
The Cracks in the Old Coordinates
The Tropical Zodiac beautifully maps our psychological evolution in this 3D dimension – it’s the blueprint of soul work and growth through time. But beneath it, I began sensing another layer – the Constellational Zodiac, aligned with the stars we can actually see. It felt like a living map of 5D consciousness, a frequency grid mirroring our liberated state of being.
During this exploration I discovered the missing thirteenth constellation – Ophiuchus. Its quiet omission suddenly made sense. Here was the Serpent Bearer, the healer and alchemist who bridges light and shadow. Ophiuchus carries the frequency of transmutation, integrating duality into wholeness.
This realization opened something in me. The zodiac began to feel like a living spiral of evolution – with Ophiuchus as the bridge where human and divine consciousness meet.
I don’t see one system as right and the other wrong. I see them as dimensional mirrors. The Tropical Zodiac may be the architecture of the Matrix; the Constellational, the field of the Living Sky. Perhaps one describes the dream we’re leaving; the other hints at the awakening we’re entering.
Seeing the Shift – My Two Charts
As the weeks passed, I began to feel it — a quiet hum beneath the surface, as though a new map was forming inside me.The stillness of the chrysalis was giving way to life again. Something unseen was rearranging, whispering, “Look closer.”
So I did.
When I recalculated my chart using the Constellational sky, the transformation I had felt in my body appeared right there in the heavens. My Sun and Mars had shifted from Virgo to Leo, and my Moon from Libra to Virgo. Everything that defined my rhythm — my will, my fire, my emotional tide — had found new constellations to call home.
The moment I saw it, I gasped.
It was as if the cosmos had handed me a mirror to my own becoming. The meticulous servant I had always identified with was now revealed as the creator. The one who had tended the light for others was now being asked to embody it.
It wasn’t an intellectual discovery – it was a cellular one. My heart raced, my palms tingled, and I could feel the codes rearranging inside me. I remembered what I had sensed before Pluto’s passage — that I would be forever changed. But I hadn’t realized that change would extend all the way to the stars themselves.
For the first time in my life, I wasn’t just reading the heavens.
I was being rewritten by them.
| Planet | Western (Tropical) | Constellational (Living Sky) | SHIFT |
|---|---|---|---|
| Sun | Virgo, 8th | Leo, 8th | From refinement & service → creative radiance |
| Moon | Libra, 8th | Virgo, 8th | From harmony-seeking → embodied discernment |
| Mars | Virgo, 8th | Leo, 8th | devoted service → devoted creation |
| ASC | 0˚Aquarius | Capricorn, 0° | From visionary → architect |
| North Node | Capricorn, 12th | Sagittarius, 12th | From mastery → wisdom and truth |
The Virgo-Leo Alchemy – From Service to Sovereignty
For most of my life, I was Virgo – devoted, refining, and holding things together for everyone around me. That archetype shaped my path as a healer and priestess, but it also kept me behind the scenes, supporting rather than creating.
When I saw my Sun and Mars in Leo and my Moon still in Virgo, something clicked. I began to realize that I wasn’t meant to abandon Virgo’s sacred precision at all – I was meant to let her serve the light of Leo. The priestess and the creator were never opposites; they were waiting to dance together.
Everything I had been learning through Venus – about pleasure, beauty, and magnetic creation – suddenly made sense. It was the same current that pulses through Leo, the golden heart of the cosmos. Leo is creation itself – the divine child of light, led by joy, playing at the center of the universe.
Where Virgo perfects through service, Leo perfects through presence. Virgo polishes the vessel; Leo fills it with sunlight. Together, they form the rhythm of embodiment – the harmony between devotion and delight, structure and spontaneity, order and radiance.
And I began to see that pleasure is not the opposite of purpose – it’s the portal to it. To create from joy, to let yourself shine, is not vanity. It’s veneration.
Perhaps this is what Venus was teaching me all along – that visibility itself is alchemy. When we allow ourselves to be seen as we truly are, we don’t just radiate light – we become it.
The Ascendant Inquiry – From Aquarius to Capricorn
For years, I identified with my Aquarius Rising at 0° – the visionary who could see the whole pattern. Many of you know this has been my song for decades. “Prepare for the Shift,” I said again and again – through workshops, talks, and circles where we mapped the coming Aquarian Age and the radical reordering it would bring.
Fifteen years ago, Russell and I even founded The Shift Foundation with that mission in mind – to help humanity navigate this turning of the ages. And now – after all that preparation, all that anticipation – we’re here.
The Shift is no longer an idea on the horizon. It’s the ground beneath our feet.
And with it comes a question that hums through my every cell: If we’ve spent decades preparing for this moment – what now?
In the Constellational system, my Ascendant shifts to Capricorn, 0° – the gate of embodiment. Perhaps that suggests a movement from vision into form, from dreaming the new world to building it. Maybe my work now is less about foreseeing and more about creating structures that hold light.
This possibility feels alive in me, but not yet fixed. The Leo–Capricorn blend seems to invite a deeper courage – to lead through light, to speak what others hesitate to name, and to risk misunderstanding for the sake of truth.
As I deepened my work with frequency technology, I noticed how perfectly it reflects this inquiry. Leo is ruled by the Sun – source of all frequency and coherence. The Sun doesn’t just illuminate; it calibrates. And perhaps that’s my current edge – not interpretation, but transmission.
The Node Shift – From Capricorn to Sagittarius
When I saw that my North Node had shifted from Capricorn to Sagittarius in the 12th house, it was an OMG moment. The lights came on. My entire soul contract—the deeper “why” of this lifetime—suddenly looked completely different.
The North Node reveals our spiritual direction, the soul’s true coordinates. Capricorn had taught me how to build, master, and lead within structure. But Sagittarius? Sagittarius called me to leap—to seek truth through experience, to follow intuition over instruction, and to let wisdom come through living it, not studying it.
It also showed my South Node in Gemini—that old, comfortable pattern of collecting other people’s ideas, searching for truth through data, teachers, or trends. And I realized… that was the point of this whole journey.
The Question Everything path wasn’t rebellion – it was initiation!
I hadn’t just been questioning astrology – I had been recalibrating to my new coordinates.
Maybe that’s what this entire awakening is about—for all of us. Not replacing the old maps, but realizing our souls might be writing new ones right now?!
A New Proposition – Evolutionary Coordinates
What if both zodiacs are true?
The Tropical chart might describe the Matrix layer – our 3D curriculum – while the Constellational chart reflects our 5D resonance, the higher octave we’re remembering.
Maybe the old map was never wrong – just incomplete.
One shows who we’ve been becoming; the other reveals who we’re now evolving into.
The stars haven’t changed – but perhaps we have.
At The Bridge Conference, I felt that truth in my body. I danced for hours – barefoot, luminous, alive – and was told I looked like a goddess channeling light itself. In that moment, I realized this is me – who I’ve always been – the Virgo priestess devoted to the sacred, and the Leo sovereign radiant and wielding the light…
So now, with open heart and steady flame, I’m letting you see her.
This is what the new coordinates have called me to – to embody what I once only interpreted, to live the astrology I teach, and to invite you to discover your own living map.
The Invitation – Step Into Your New Earth Coordinates
So ok friends, after walking through this inquiry, I’m finally ready to open the door I’ve been standing before all year…
I’m thrilled to now introduce the 5D New Earth Activation Readings – a next-level astrological experience for those ready to explore their true coordinates in the Living Sky.
This isn’t just another reading – it’s an activation, a transmission using your Constellational chart to awaken your celestial frequency field and reveal who you’re becoming in this New Earth timeline.
I am NOT SAYING your Western chart is wrong – perhaps it beautifully maps your 3D evolution. And ultimately, we are the Universe witnessing itself, and everything in our reality – including astrology – is a construct of mind reflecting our level of awareness. As consciousness shifts, perhaps our maps update as well.
Maybe we’re simply receiving a new costume for the New Earth – not replacing the old, but revealing the frequency we’re ready to embody.
If you’ve felt the pull – that sense there’s more to your chart than you’ve been shown – this is your invitation to discover it. 💎
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